Sometimes I get going so fast that I lose sight of reality, and currently, my life is not stressful. I'm not flying by the seat of my pants and I don't feel lost, which is my typical state of existence.
All of the sudden, this month, there is death and sickness everywhere, and I'm not really sure how I can handle it. The oddest part is that, as of this moment, the death hasn't touched my sphere, but it's all around. 2 people in two weeks, five at one time at this campus, five at another time at my previous campus...it's so close, geographically - they all have taken place in Indiana, in my territory of Indiana.
Several people my age are sick with sicknesses that no twenty-year old should have to suffer through.
Here I sit, healthy and whole, and vulnerable as I suddenly sense the vincibility of life. Accidents happen, as the 12 above mentioned students have found; fatal accidents. I am incapable of processing this all right now. I simply do not understand...
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